You know, it's nice finally knowing what this feels like. It's nice knowing that I've chased something that was never worth chasing. That I thought cheating my way to get it would make me love it equally, when it never did. Or that (metaphorically speaking) wanting to steal it away would make things better, when it doesn't. I finally know that all of this hard work, and all of this time consuming effort has finally payed off. I learned the hard way, but I learned nonetheless.
So, for being so "unusually" awake at such an hour on a school night, I've been thinking. Besides the fact that Sundays are the days that Amanda and I flip over new posts on PostSecret, they're actually days that I can spend relaxing completely. I wouldn't put Sunday on my top list of favorite days of the week, but hey, i mean it's better than Monday right? Haha. I don't need to worry about the hectic school work I have to do, or the excessive dramatic things going on and on (and on) in my life. Well, at least until Sunday night...