hah, my friend was doing this, and i was inspired!
so i thought i'd take a part in this also :)
day one:
1. you're beautiful, especially when the world tries to tell you otherwise.
2. you are most certainly not who i thought you were... but i guess it's because i never really found you worth getting to know. but i kind of had a feeling all along :/ i hate the fact that sometimes, my instinct is painfully right.
3. i think you and i should just run away together, leave the world and the worries, and never look back. ever.
4. regardless of what's going on, what troubles there may be in the world, what obstacles we had to face, i was willing to take on all of that that with you, because i saw the world in you. i guess there's nothing i can do about the fact that you just weren't ready to take on those things with me. but it's okay, because i'm still here. i've always been. (hah, i picked this number cause i remember it's one of your favorites!)
5. you're the reason i fear so much in this world, as i've recently come to realize.
6. thinking about your happiness is what helps me rationalize through all of this.
7. i'm a complete hypocrite about 90% of the time with you, and for that, i genuinely apologize. you've tried as much as you can, and i know you'll always be here for me when i'm up and when i'm down. you don't deserve the person i've been, and i'm gonna try really hard to make things right. you need a friend more than anything right now.
8. i wish i could say that i'm all messed up because of you; that i was miserable, that i was confused, that i was crazy because of YOU... but it was because of me.
9. you're the same girl i knew all this time, but i feel like maybe you're just a little sidetracked. they say "people change, faces stay the same," and i'm afraid you're straying just a little bit too far, because i just don't know who you are anymore and it's scaring me.
10. loving you was the easiest thing i ever did.