The last time I posted something was probably at least, 2, 3 weeks ago? Wow.
Well, for the record, I was gone for about a week, camping with Lindsey.
And other than that, I guess I've been a little caught up in my life. I've been writing a bit in my actual journal, but I'm bad at even keeping that going too.
Well, I guess it's no big deal, I really don't think anyone reads these anyways.
Besides, it's summer. If you're sitting there, actually reading this, on a night where you could be anywhere else but at home on the computer, then i congratulate you, and actually thank you for giving my thoughts the time of day. :)
Although, on another note, I guess nothing's really change. I've been disappointed in many of my friends' actions, but I'm working things out. I feel like I'm distancing again from my very best friends, which is not a good sign at all.
I'm soooooo glad it's summer, but I've realized that when pretty much everyone you know has a life, you get extremely lonely and wish summer was like it used to be (which is what I'm feeling right about now).
I need fun, excitement, amazement. Something, anything. I want this summer to mean something. If it doesn't, and I do nothing eventful, then it'll be the first in a long time, and I'm not ready for a sucky 6 weeks.
If it's the last thing I do, I'm gonna make summer '09 worth while.... I hope.