that I didn't have this many reasons to be crying right now.
I really want to be happy, as happy as I was just months ago.
I promise I'm not trying to get a sob story out of this, and I'm not trying to appear depressed.
Cause as surprising as it sounds for a girl at my age, I'd rather people discard me because I'm happy, than give me useless sympathetic attention because I'm depressed, or hurting.
That's why this doesn't really seem fair to me, in a way.
I guess.