okay, i'm just gonna be straight up here, because 1. i need to get to work on reading king lear, and 2. there's not much to this blatant fact that i can't express in too many lines anyways.
(i'mma pull out caps lock here)
IF YOU DON'T FANCY ME/DON'T LIKE WHAT I DO/STRAIGHT UP DON'T LIKE ME, i absolutely dread it, trust me, but DON'T FAKE IT.
it's one thing to dislike me for something i did, something i said, or even for no reason at all,
but it's another to deliberately pretend like you're my friend on countless occasions.
TRUST ME it kills me when someone wastes energy on thoroughly disliking me, because i've never once gone out of my way to deliberately hate or waste energy on disliking someone else.
if you're going to put on a false face, honestly? all that means is that you're going of your way to pretend to be my friend, because you're far too cowardly to be truthful.
the least you could do is just avoid me altogether, instead of putting on this act that just makes you look foolish and fake.
it's all shits and starshine if you really wanna hate me that much, but get over yourselves, please.
i have my own life to deal with, and i'd never waste my reserved energy on someone who can't even hold to their slandering words.
so while you're raving on about how you think i'm a people pleaser, or that i'm a horrible friend, or even that you don't like the way i look or something stupid like that,
i'll be worrying about my school work and how it's pounding down on me,
or looking into apartments that i'll be moving into SOON,
or worrying about how my own dad isn't going to come to thanksgiving dinner because he doesn't wanna deal.
MAYBE BEFORE YOU HATE ON SOMEONE, YOU SHOULD TAKE A FEW MOMENTS TO REALIZE THEIR LIVES AREN'T AS NORMAN-ROCKWELL-COOKIE-CUTTER PERFECT AS YOURS, BRO.
and if you're going to be a hypocrite about it, and judge the life they live at such a middle-ground point in their life, then you sure as HAAAAIL don't ever deserve to see them at their best.
if you judge someone at their worst, you're going to be judged at your worst also.
and if you honestly feel the need to hate on someone for who they truly are, then GET A HOBBY OR SOMETHING.
puhlease.