you don't let me.
when i wanna move on,
you hold me down; suffocate me.
when i wanna try something new,
you pull me back and let the possibility of failure enter my mind.
when i wanna better myself,
you remind me of all of the horrible traits i still have.
when i wanna love you,
you turn me away.
when you wanna love me,
i'm not strong enough.
when i'm finally okay again...
you just don't let me live unless it's with you.
i can't win here. i love you, but i can't do what's good for you, just because it's easy.
sometimes the HARDEST things to do in life, and the RIGHT things to do for everyone involved are the same.
and you'll learn that eventually.
things happen for a reason. by no means do i want you to let me go out of your life,
but by no means does showing me you feel like this change anything... that'd be wrong.
i guess this is goodbye until you're able to face the truth and talk to me.