10/9/09

Hoping and Praying.

It's not every morning you wake up to news that makes you want to cringe in your very self. The kind of news that makes you wonder how one human being could ever contain so much... selfishness and downright sick behavior and actually have the nerve to put someone else's safety in danger because of it.
I don't want to say too much, but I know for a fact I will never just sit back and let my best friend be thrown into danger without helping in any way humanly possible. This is... serious. Something you'd always expect to happen to "someone else" until the day it happens to someone you care for, and have tried protecting for all of these years.

I don't know all the details yet. Nor do I know if every things gonna blow over anytime soon. But until I do, odds are I'll be worrying and freaking myself out a little bit. No, a lot a bit. Nothing has happened yet, thank the lord.

My biggest regret is not being able to detect this sooner, when I knew I should have.
Lesson learned: Never underestimate your gut feeling.

But if there ever, EVER comes a day where i meet this sorry excuse for a kid or man or whatever the hell he is, I know I'll have finally met the first person I don't even know, but thoroughly hate with every fiber of my being for genuinely harming my best friend. Things like that could never possibly be forgiven. I have a newfound disrespect ENTIRELYYYY for liars.

But, for now, I'll just be hoping. Hoping and praying that everything will be okay, and that things will be okay soon.