You know, looking back, I can't believe how patient I could have been leading up to some of the most influential and important events in my life. I am probably thee most impatient person you will EVER meet, yet, in the long run I'm quite the opposite.
I waited 15 years to finally involve myself in a relationship.
I will currently be waiting 16 years to drive.
I waited on countless boys who lead me to believe they were worth waiting for.
I waited for a year to end up getting my macbook back in '07 (which is now currently crashed, contributing to the awesomely tragic week i've had)
I waited 15 years to actually get my first kiss.
And much much much more.
Waiting is one thing that has driven me up a wall to the point where I break down. Most of the time I'm able to shake it off, or laugh about it, but lately I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen... I just can't figure out what that something is yet.
I'm so happy right now. SO happy. I have an awesome boyfriend, I've learned to make peace where I know I should. But this week has been dreadful. Fights left and right, bad luck to the extreme. Honestly, my mom has had to give me some of her anxiety pills she got from the hospital for her surgery just to calm me down. I don't know what's wrong with me. But thank goodness there are only 3 days left until break. Only then will I actually have time to relax.