I Can't Think Of Anybody Else Who I Hate To Miss As Much As I Hate Missing You.

Have you ever come across a song that you used to love to listen to every waking minute of every day, just because it reminded you of someone you care/cared for unconditionally? Then, later on if and when things fall apart, the lyrics and the rhythm of that song that once made you happier than ever, make you want to cry your heart out? Yeah, welcome to my world. I don't just have one, either, I have MANY. And I can tell you right now, it's been overly hassling to my friends, since they try to help me avoid it, whenever it coincidentally comes up on the radio, or in a public place, just because I get that unstable every single time I listen. You wouldn't believe how much I can't even find the strength to listen to so many songs, just because of the heart breaking memories that rush back to me the minute I hear the first note. Call me stupid, or pathetic, really I'm completely aware. But if you were in my place, and I played a song that brought back the same memories, you wouldn't think it's as pathetic. Music is definitely a gateway straight to emotions. When I listen to music, the main thing that gets me hooked on a song is first the lyrics, then the sound of it in general. And these songs have both. All of these are probably songs you love listening to all the time, or songs you've never heard of a day in your life until you stumbled across this blog page. But either way, these songs will probably never have as much significance in your life, as they will in mine; I'm almost sure of it.

I can't even tell you how hard it is to listen to every one of these songs. I don't think I've listened to more than half of these songs all the way through in over a year.

Some of you may not understand, but when music is your life, that means it has to offer fun in times of happiness, an escape in times of confusion, but also horrible pain when you feel like you're at an all time low.

Each one reminds me of someone I painfully lost, mistakingly let go, or still can't get my mind off of, relationship wise. I guess in the bigger picture, none of this blog probably has any significance in your life, but if you're still reading? Thank you. It's nice to be heard every once in a while. More so, it's nice that someone cares enough to listen.